Ease this busy mind, Lord— the worry wandering, daily paths of perfect peacelessness— wade in with me and wend through ways that wind relentlessly. We beseech thee— light the ancient darkened pass I’m weary of risking alone— flooded, footsore, ever on the edge of frantic— Where is your faith? you ask as if the storm were a sprinkle, as if the fury were imagined? It’s night Lord, thrashing waves require an attentiveness I fear you do not offer— vigilant, I groan, I grasp, and circling without you, drown.
*Here ends the 3-part Lenten miniseries, readers.
*Next Wednesday I’ll begin three weeks (maybe more?) of Holy Week poems. And then? Y’all, we’ll be in Eastertide then, and my poems will take a decisive turn towards Hope (I hope).
“require an / attentiveness / I fear / you do not offer— “
This speaks to me heart and put words to my prayers.
"the worry wandering, daily / paths of perfect peacelessness" strikes a nerve. Your Lenten poems masterfully unmask the ache in our waiting.